Thursday, October 30, 2008

Have you ever been in that place...

where you don't know what to do and you're scared because you don't know what to do. You're frightened because you've never been in this place before where you only had an hour before you had to make a decision that could change the way alot of people saw you. You have to make the choice and its hard because you know the consequences of either choice and neither is looking good. And you're just scared, really really scared.

Have you ever been in that place...
where you don't know whether you want to cry or scream? Whether you want to be sad or angry? Where you are shaking because there are too many emotions in you at once and you don't know how to sort them all out and its crashing around cataclysmically inside you and making your stomach sick and your head hurt?

Have you ever been in that place...
where you want to talk to someone about it but also don't want to talk to anybody at the same time? Where you don't want anyone to know about your fight with this girl, yet you want everyone to know so you know that they are on your side but then again you don't WANT a side in this at all. You want to get out of this fight entirely but you aren't given the choice.

Have you ever been...
hurt
confused
angry
scared
and sick

all at once...



I have. Right now.

1 comment:

Lisa Marie said...

omg erin this is enough. I am telling her to leave you alone and out of this. she went to far it was just me and her not you. so don't worry you are gonna be done with this now. i don't like seeing you this way!!!!!!!!!!!!
Lisa Marie