Tuesday, December 23, 2008

Cast list

Boy, what fun today was. I didn't get a part in the musical, atleast not a very important one. I'm choral group seven. Yippie. You wanna know what really ticked me off? Anna.

Ok, she got a Priscilla girl which is a SPEAKING Role. Its like a secondary character. And she starts complaining about it to ME who got NOTHING. She's practically shoving it in my face that she got a part. One, she's a freshmen and she can really make alot of enemies the way she's acting. If you are going to complain about actually getting a part you DON'T complain to someone who all they got was CHORAL GROUP SEVEN. You go and you complain to someone who got a lead because if you complain to someone who got a part smaller than yours you make them feel worse than they already did and you are also going to turn friends into enemies! In fact she shouldn't even be complaining at all. She should just shut up and be happy that she got a speaking part and cut the "oh, i wasn't expecting that!!!" high pitched crap. No one believes it, we know you're just being arrogant, shut up.

Oh and even better, that new girl tuba is getting on my last nerve in band. She found out that I don't know most of my notes BECAUSE I JUST STARTED IT THIS FLIIIIIIIPPPPPIIIIIIINNNNNGGGGGGGGGGGGG YEAR, and guess what? She actually had the AUDACITY to say, well mutter, "Why does he let people who can't play in band?" she is just soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo lucky that I wasn't in the mood to even defend myself, I was too bummed out to even retort, but next band period, she's getting an earful....

Today. Sucked.

Monday, December 22, 2008

"Our" Group

I have mentioned it multiple times but you never who "our" group is exactly. So here's a list

1. Me (cuz I'd have to include myself in my own 'group')
2. Amanda
3. Tracy
4. David
5. Kate
6. Pumpkin
7. Eryn
8. Becky
9. Valerie
10. Bridget
11. Amber
12. Shawni

There are a couple others but they are kinda like in the group but not really because all the people listed above know and like each other and have a tight bond with each member but then there are a few newbies and a few people that are in our group that not all of us like but all put up with because other members of the group like them and there are people who were in the group but kinda just drifted and then others who were like vetoed out you could say (in other words, we kindly and politely told them exactly what we thought about them and they made the choice to leave the group on their own....(this may or may not have been exaggerated(OH MY GOD I just made a parenthesis INSIDE a parenthesis inside a parenthesis(inside a parenthesis, that takes some major talent (INSIDE a parenthesis, or just no life)))))

Lucky Pickle

I can't wait to open all my presents!!! Its so exciting! Underneath our Christmas tree there are like a zillion and one presents. I can't wait to open them all.

The title of this blog has to do with Eryn's christmas tree and no I did not just spell my own name wrong. I just spelled one of my best friends' names. In her christmas tree they always hide a porcelin pickle and if you find the pickle you are supposedly going to have good luck. Well, during study hall today, I somehow convinced Beidler to let me go and sit with Tracy, David, Hinkle, and Eryn and we started talking about the lucky pickle. Haha, I told her I'm going to come to her house and tackle her tree and tear it apart to find that pickle and then afterward I'd just walk out cuddling the pickle leaving a burning christmas tree behind me.

Me and my friends are nuts. About the only one of us who is sane is Amanda. Even she has her nutty moments such as "Thtop it you guyth! I'm thoking on my thaliva." That is a very interesting story. Amanda is supposed to be the smart one of our group, right? (I'll have to put down a list of who "our group" is then.) Well, in oceanography I had this huge peppermint stick and I broke off a piece the size of my pointer finger and it was about the size of a golden dollar wide and get this..."smart" amanda sticks the entire thing in her mouth WHOLE!!!! And we were laughing at her. It was about the most funny thing that ever happened in oceanography, then again nothing really fun happens in oceanography. Its pretty dull actually

Friday, December 19, 2008

Pep Rally

Oh boy, sounds like fun. I really hate pep rallies. I mean I don't mind the getting out of class part since spanish 2 is kind of boring but the pep rallies are really stupid and obnoxiously loud.

I'm really tired, I don't know why.

I brought in a poopload of pennies and two pooploads of silver. It probably wasn't enough to knock the seniors out of first place. The American Red Cross will be happy. Most of the Juniors and the Seniors donated at least twenty bucks of their own. Matt Juretic brought in two boxes of 25 dollars in pennies. Well, not much else to talk about right now.

Thursday, December 18, 2008

Reading auditions

They are after school today. I am hoping that I can atleast somehow score ethel even though I know there is no way on earth I am scoring Muzzy. My auditions sucked beyond belief. I was reeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaally bad. I really want Ethel if I can't have muzzy or any other singing part for that matter.

Yea, she'd probably put me in the back up back up chorus, if there is such a thing. Well, I'm wondering if I can somehow still get my boyfriend to stay after school with me. I know he wanted to go out for a speaking part, maybe I can still get him to stay. I don't know, I guess we'll have to wait and see.

A book everyone should read: The Hunger Games by Suzanne Collins.

Wednesday, December 17, 2008

Today is Cameron's birthday

That'd be my little brother. He is turning ten today. He's so excited about it. I kind of pity everyone whose birthday is in December because everyone has already gone out and blew so much money on Christmas presents. I could only afford to buy my brother one thing. I got him the star wars gun he's wanted for so long, so I'm giving that to him for christmas.

I finished my short story last night. Its kinda like a songfic( a story based off a song for all those non-writing obsessed people). Its called "Check Yes or No" which is a country song that i was ironically listening to when I came up with the idea for the story. I think my story is kind of gay. Most of my short stories are.

Oh my god, the new girl in band annoys me so much. Ok, if you are going to move to a new school and you are in band, the last thing you want to do is bash your own section. For example, if you move to a new school and you play tuba, verbally assaulting the entire tuba section, isn't going to win you any points. She started by saying that our tubas were nasty and needed to be cleaned and then she said that we needed help because all of our scales were terrible, especially F minor. OH WELL I'M SORRY I ONLY STARTED PLAYING THIS YEAR. Oh, but she didn't just stop there. She verbally abused the entire band. She went up to Jenny after we got our music and said, "At my school we were the top band in our state, y'all must be the lowest in your state because I played this music in sixth grade." I wanted to just accidentally beat her with my music stand, but only accidentally.

Oh and she wants to join marching band too. Now that really ticks me off. We have only ever had one tuba at a time since I was in eighth grade. Mia gave me her spot next year, she's doing baritone. So that tuba spot is MINE. I know there can be two tubas, but I was supposed to be the only one. That spot was supposed to be mine and now Miss. I'm so much better than all of you and my band was the top of the state and bla bla bladity bladity bla drone drone drone Wants to TAKE MY SPOT???!??!!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!!!?!??!!?!??!?!?!?!!?!?!?!?!


oh and to top it all off last night I got a letter from Susquehana university, I didn't get into honors band, instead I've been selected as the few honored alternates. That's all a lie. There are 175 people who have the exact same letter I have.

Tuesday, December 16, 2008

An idea

I don't understand why thinking of an idea for a short story is so hard for me. I was thinking about writing another one of those forbidden romances, like the one i wrote for a short story in ninth grade about an indian and a pilgrim falling in love, kind of. I don't really remember much about it. Yea. I don't have any ideas whatsoever, I'm not in a creative zone right now. I am basically all crapped out of cool ideas. I have already prewrote Perpetual Moments and its what would you call it, a trequel? Well, the third book in the 'Perpetual' series will be called Perpetual Heartbeat and Perpetual Moments does not end well, people will hate me for the ending. Oh well.

Monday, December 15, 2008

A sucky week usually starts off with a sucky day

My day was all ok until audition time where I totally choked. Yea, everyone can definitly say that they did better than I did. I sucked sooooo bad. But I came home and get this...I got home to a phone call telling me that I won four free hershey park passes for next summer!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Oh my god! I was cheered up after that. I mean, I'll still be in musical even though I sucked at auditions, I'll just be in the chorus. I want to atleast have a speaking part. That'd be nice. At this point I'd even settle for Ethel. Yea, I'm desperate.

Friday, December 12, 2008

Concert Evaluation

I figure that we are going to have to do one of these in band for a grade anyhow. The concert was AMAZING and I played a solo and actually did ok!!!!!! I was so glad!!!! The percussion did awesome! I sat there and was mesmerized by them. The Chamber Choir did good too! The chorus did awesome, especially in Hallelujah Chorus, we only practiced that once or twice and we had to have it memorized. I came home and was exhausted and went right to bed.

Of course, the one for band is going to have to be more detailed and i'll actually have to say things that could be improved and crap, but yea.

I'm in study hall right now and I had nothing better to do so that's where this blog came from.

I am redoing my course selection sheet because I did my last one in ink and I'm not sure if I want to take half of those.
Classes I'm definitly taking:
English Comp 1 and 2, congratulations Mr.Miller you're stuck with me another year.
Physcology and Sociology
Child Development And Parenting
Spanish 3

Classes I'm iffy about:
Preschool experience
Elective Sports
Analytic Geometry and Calculus
Independent Living

But yea, I want to take atleast seven credits, most of them being little half year things, then I'll like change entire schedules throughout the year.

Ok, that's enough writing for today.

Thursday, December 11, 2008

My story cover

I just wanted to put this up. Its the cover to my fanfic called perpetual Moments, obviously you can tell that by the title. The Subtitle, if you're curious, is the lyrics to my favorite song. "Almost a Whisper" by yanni. Look it up on Imeem. I promise you'll love it or your money back. (By the way http://www.imeem.com/ doesn't charge you anything to look up music, or download it either.)

Amron (norma's name backwards)

Here he is, Amron and his mommy. Alaina is cuter. Soooooo much cuter. But Amron is a cute baby too.

Guess what????

I MADE COUNTY BAND! Oh my god! I can't believe it! I have never made county band, ever. I can't even make Honors Band! But I made county band!!! Oh my god!!!!!! Other than that there isn't much to talk about. Oh, Little Alaina is exactly One month One Week and One day old today. She's growing like a little bean and so adorable. Her cousin Amron was born not to long ago. I'll post some pictures of him in my next post I promise. I still think that Alaina is cuter by far. Him and his mommy. Alaina is more precious by far though.

Friday, December 5, 2008


Its not fair. I was on honor roll and now I'm not because of one stupid grade. Mr. Innes failed me on my spot check. So now I'm not honor roll because I have a seventy seven in band. Well that's not fair because I only started playing Tuba this year. I don't know much. It took me four months to get Violin. And that's alot easier than tuba. You don't need to have huge lungs to play violin. He might recommend me for County Orchestra. I can't wait. I'm signing up for County Band even though I know I won't make it I'm still brave enough to put my name on that list. So yea. Nothing else to rant about right now. I'm sure I will have something to talk about later

High School Books

What's the difference between a book termed "high school" and a middle school book? Make Lemonade by Virginia Euwer Wolff is termed as a "high school" book. Yet, its sequel is on the middle school shelf. Yes, Make Lemonade is about a teenage mother of two struggling to pay the rent and pay for diapers and the girl named Lavaugn that comes to babysit for her so that she could work. OH MY GOD TEEN PREGNANCY don't want the little middle schoolers reading that! Yet, they let the book Doormat on the middle school shelf? That is also about a FIFTEEN year old girl getting pregnant. And you know what, when the middle schoolers come up to the high school they won't have to read a book to get exposed to Teen Pregnancy, they'll see it everywhere. We have double the amount of pregnancies we did last year. So what does that say about Northern Lebanon? I don't blame the girls and I don't blame the guys, I blame them both because it takes two to make a baby. One of my best friends, Jamie, had a baby a month ago, I already told you this I know, and I also put up pictures of her. Another one of my friends thinks she might be pregnant. It just blows me away and some of these girls you wouldn't even expect it of! I never expected that of Jamie but I didn't blow her off because she was because I love Jamie and I love her baby and I even like the father. Jamie is an unusual story because usually the teen father leaves but David loves Alaina and Jamie. He's a good father and Jamie is a good mother. And Alaina is a good baby.

Ok, sorry for the rant, I just needed to get that out of my system.

Thursday, November 20, 2008

Design Numero Dos

This is the second design, yea I know, this one is really bad but that is because Erin plus fabric paint= disaster. The H sucks but other than that I think I did alright, this isn't the completed version but I already gave this shirt to its owner so yea.
In the background is the first design. Sorry, this picture was originally a myspace picture so therefore I wanted the focus point to be me with the shirt in the background but yea
Basically it has the word TWILIGHT and the 'T' has fangs dripping blood and beneath is a puddle of blood and there are two blood drips running from the puddle that spell: November 22, 2008 then beneath that: 1:15 and beneath that: "Eleven girls, one theater and two many sodas." And beneath that: "MWHAHAHAHAHAHA"


That's the title of the story we read today in English. Its about this guy with a weird name that becomes completely obsessed with his cousin's teeth, at least that's what I got out of it.
I leave next monday for Lewes-Delaware. They will probably be about five or ten blogs you;ll get telling you about all of that when I come back. We are going to catch sand crabs and go on a boat and throw a BIODEGRADABLE tennis ball into the ocean to see the currents and we are going in a salt marsh. Its going to be a ton of fun even though I will have a crapload of stuff I'll have to do when I get back.

Saturday me and ten other girls are going to see TWILIGHT! Me, Val, Bridget, Anna, Coral, Angela, Eryn, Tracy, Amanda, Kim and Becky are all going to see it. I can't wait. I made t-shirts, killed a few of my braincells from smelling all those markers but hey it was worth it, the t-shirts came out great, I'll upload a picture of them when I get home.

Wednesday, November 19, 2008

Omg, I haven't posted in forever

Well, nothing interesting happened really. I'm making this thing for Brendon, it has "I love you" In like over fifty languages and you have no idea how long that took me because I also had to look up how to say "I love you too" in everyone of those languages.
I love you/ I love you too
Je T'aime/ Je t'aime aussi
Te amo /Te amo tambien
S'ayapo/ S'ayapo episis.
Я люблю тебя/ Я люблю тебя слишком мед
Wo ai ni/ wo ye ai ni
Ai shiteru /watashi mo aishiteru

Yes, its definitly a pain in the butt, but hey he is worth it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

"Take love, multiply it by infinity and then take it to the depths of forever and still then only can you see a glimpse of how much I love you."

"I took a teardrop and dropped it in the ocean, when someone finds it, that's when I'll stop loving you."

Friday, November 14, 2008

I have Reba's party TONIGHT

I can't wait to go! I know that Emily, Heidi, Kate, Haylie, Jen, David, Kendra and basically everyone except for Laura, Lisa, Lindsay and Coral are going to be there! Yay! Reba's is having an end of the season party for guard and even though I'm just a runner, I got invited, so did Coral. I wish she could've come. When you are a runner for marching band, the other runner becomes one of your best friends. They are the person who saves you from having to run all over the marching band about seven or eight field in less than ten minutes without being seen carrying twelve to twenty five pound flags. Yea, its a big bond, you have no idea. Haha.

Thursday, November 13, 2008

So apparently

My blog is boring. I don't care. Its for a grade. All I have to do is write six sentences about whatever I please everyday. So yea. Nothing exciting happened today. My only grade I don't like is in chemistry. I'm honor roll. That's about it.

Wednesday, November 12, 2008



I can't believe its been that long!!! Wow! This picture was taken on March ninth last year. We're cute aren't we? haha, I really love him. I truly do. I can't see myself with anyone else. He makes me feel...amazing! He has a kiss that hypnotizes. I feel safe and loved when I'm with him. He's that one in a million guy that loves me for who I am and wouldn't change a thing about me because he loves me exactly the way I am. I love him for loving me. He's my world.

Tuesday, November 11, 2008

I'm having a good week and my weekend is jampacked

Friday I have Reba's End of the Season Guard Party to go to. Saturday I am not doing anything that i am aware of. Sunday though me and Alisha are going up to see Jamie and my little niece Alaina. I bought her a dress that I just had to give her. She really is a cute little thing. She competes with Alisha's one year old Anna. They both are gorgeous just like their mommies.

I finished Perpetual Love but not all of it is typed. I'm going to put a link to it on here.

Monday, November 10, 2008

So today was not remotely bad at all...

Not that I was expecting it to be. I am just like wow, nothing upset me at all today. I got my Thouroughly Modern Millie Cd from Masser. I'm going to listen to that thing like crazy. I also finished Perpetual Love. But I can't type it up yet because Amanda is reading it. I'm going to put it up as soon as I get it back from her. So yea. Can't wait until the twenty second. Its going to be awesome. I'm going to see Jamie and Alaina again this weekend with Alisha. I bought her some more clothes. I'M AN AUNTIE! I still can't get over it. But yea. She's precious. I love her and her mommy to death. That little baby is going to have a zillion presents at christmas.
SPEAKING OF CHRISTMAS!!!! I'm going black friday shopping, as I do every year.

Oh and GUESS WHAT? In two days It'll be a YEAR for me and Brendon! HOLY COW!

Tuesday, November 4, 2008

Another picture of beautiful little Alaina

yea, I look like a doofus, I was laughing at something Jamie said. She was sitting right across from me. She's so little and cute. She didn't cry not even once while I was there, she just slept. She's got dark eyes right now but that'll change. She's probably going to have beautiful blue eyes just like her mommy and daddy do. She's warm and cute and has that new baby smell, no not the poop smell, the cute little baby smell.

Alaina Elizabeth Fritz

Alaina Elizabeth Fritz. Born on November 3rd, 2008 at 5:52 p.m. The cutest little baby you will ever lay eyes on.

I'm going on a hike tomorrow

I'm going on a hike in Stony valley with the Ecology club. Oh, tonight not even an hour or so ago I went and saw Jamie and Alaina at the hospital. Oh my GOODNESS Alaina is the cutest little thing you'll ever see. She weighs seven pounds three ounces and she is twenty one inches long and she's the most precious little angel you'll ever lay eyes on. Jamie and David make pretty babies, no doubt about it. She was officially a day old at 5:52 p.m today. Oh she's such a little cutie. She'll be a heartbreaker. Jamie says she'll be in a chastity belt until she's twenty three.

haha I love that girl and I love her daughter already.

Thursday, October 30, 2008

Have you ever been in that place...

where you don't know what to do and you're scared because you don't know what to do. You're frightened because you've never been in this place before where you only had an hour before you had to make a decision that could change the way alot of people saw you. You have to make the choice and its hard because you know the consequences of either choice and neither is looking good. And you're just scared, really really scared.

Have you ever been in that place...
where you don't know whether you want to cry or scream? Whether you want to be sad or angry? Where you are shaking because there are too many emotions in you at once and you don't know how to sort them all out and its crashing around cataclysmically inside you and making your stomach sick and your head hurt?

Have you ever been in that place...
where you want to talk to someone about it but also don't want to talk to anybody at the same time? Where you don't want anyone to know about your fight with this girl, yet you want everyone to know so you know that they are on your side but then again you don't WANT a side in this at all. You want to get out of this fight entirely but you aren't given the choice.

Have you ever been...
and sick

all at once...

I have. Right now.

Tuesday, October 28, 2008

Why I am 'involved' in all of this

I was involved what I was involved in solely because one of my best friends came to me crying. And obviously it wasn't tottally all the one girl's fault. It was the one boy's too. But the one girl could've been the better person and yea, I could've been the better person as well. But I am not a better person, I never will be. Not when it comes to my friends. I was involved in this because when someone comes to you crying, you don't just ignore them. As soon as your best friend comes to you crying, you comfort her and you take her side because that's what friends do. I have taken that one girl's emotional abuse for too long and yes, I will own up and admit that I have emotionally abused back but considering that she emotionally abused first, it was self defense. I changed my blog url so now she won't even know that I even said this. She has always blamed me for everything that has gone wrong in her life and pretty soon i just got used to it. I will not stand for her doing that to another person. This blog is in place of the one I put before. I will apologize solely to Mr.Miller for not being appropriate since this blog does count as a school assignment. I will not apologize for the things I said becuase they were what I feel and I can't just delete what I feel. Or how I feel or How she makes me feel, how year after year since I moved to this godforsaken state she has made me feel like dirt and scum. she has countlessly made me feel like a bug on her windsheild. So yea, I retaliated and I probably shouldn'tve but when someone keeps shoving your face in the dirt do you just let them and suffocate or do you fight? If you can come up with a reasonable explanation for why I should just suffocate then and only then will I apologize to that girl for my true feelings. Only then will I say that I am wrong.

Until then I am not going to let ANYONE push my face in the dirt anymore.


She's awesome!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I LOVE HER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
She finnally posted out against Lindsay! The stupid computer keeps bolding things. But I love Lisa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Monday, October 27, 2008

Exactly six sentences.

I am extremely annoyed with one person right now. If she can't figure out who she is, then she's pretty stupid. I'm tired. I'm texting someone right now trying to figure out what to do about another problem. I have all good grades. I am done.

Thursday, October 23, 2008

Mary Sue-ish

Another term in Fanfiction world. It means basically that you're fanfic is overly cute and tragically unbelievable, that nothing in your fanfic makes any sense. I just thought I'd put that up.

Okay, I left a message on my last updated chapter on "Perpetual Love" to all the flamers of the world that they need to knock it off. Oh, and guess what? She didn't actually tear apart my first chapter like I thought she had. My first chapter was eight pages long. No, she didn't tear up my first chapter. She tore up (verbally) my PROLOGUE! The prologue wasn't even a whole page long. It is a PROLOGUE! Its supposed to be short and vague! That's why its a PROLOGUE! Its not supposed to be long and give away the story! Its simply a tiny introductory part of the book to capture the attention of the readers! If she had simply read the actual FIRST CHAPTER she would've seen that all of the things she was saying were bad were actually EXPLAINED IN THE FIRST CHAPTER! God, I hate people sometimes.

Wednesday, October 22, 2008

To all the Flamers of the world....I hate you

If you are not a fanfiction.net user you will have no idea what I am talking (or more like ranting) about in the this entire post. I'll try to explain as much as I can.

SO, I have a fanfic up on fanfiction.net called Perpetual Love and I have been getting about five reviews a chapter, they were all praising reviews. And yea, I understand that I am not a five hundred dollar bill, not everyone will like me. But still, there's this girl who posted a flame review on my fanfic and a flame is the term for a rude review that is not doing anything except criticizing the fanfic. She told me that it was poorly written and that everything was wrong. ALL SHE READ WAS THE FIRST CHAPTER!!! Now tell me 'icecoldhamster' (her name) how can you judge my entire story when the only part of it you read was the first chapter? Seriously and I didn't go on your story and leave you a nasty review did I? No, I left you praising reviews. So exactly what the H3ll is your problem?!

Tuesday, October 21, 2008

Yes, Erin is actually going to stay at Band practice all night tonight.

Weird title, no? Well, I thought I'd just state a fact. I have basically decided that I really don't care anymore about what they say to me or do to me. I see myself as indestructible so from now on I don't care if people take their bad moods out on me because god knows I'm used to it. And I'm really only talking about like two people imparticular, one is on guard and another is on band. The one in band probably doesn't even know how much she irks me because I try to stay away from her and for the people in band that are reading this, NO ITS NOT ANNA! I freaking love Anna. Its someone whose name starts with an A though, if you can't figure things out from there, woooow you are pretty dang stupid.

Monday, October 20, 2008

And this was my weekend

Friday: (Yes, I count that as the weekend) I stayed after school with Angela and Melissa the two most awesome girls you will ever meet. I froze my A$$ off at the game but it was worth while because we WON! 18 to 13 baby!!!!

Saturday: Homecoming dance!!!! It was one of the best nights of my life, I didn't get a picture with everybody that I said I would, but I got tons with Brendon.

Sunday: This day was AWESOME! I went with Brendon and his sweet grandparents to church. Afterwards I stayed at his house until around seven thirty at night. It was really great. We were walking around the development at one point and he was wearing this hunting jacket and I pretended to scream and said "Ahhh its a monster" and I was walking a little bit in front of him and he came up behind me and wrapped the jacket around me and pulled me close and said "I ate you." It was adorable and funny all at the same time. One of the funniest and funnest moments would have to be when we got in a play fight over a rock and I told him if he could get the rock from me I'd give him a kiss and I was standing on the rock. He said "Oh, that's easy" and he just picked me up and moved me beside him. So I kissed him and then I kissed him again and again and again and again and again and again because his kisses are like chocolate, you can't just have one because they are so addicting.


Thursday, October 16, 2008


Yep Yep, tomorrow's the big game! The vikings better smash those indians. I am so physched about all of this and no I don't care whether or not I spelled that right. I found my old camera, but its crap so I'm probably going to borrow my sister's or just use my phone and transfer the images to my computer later on. I love dances. OH! We ordered Brendon's boutineer last night!! EEEEEEEEE! I probably will end up stabbing him with it if I try to put it on so I'm probably going to ask him to or get him to help me. I really don't want to stab my boyfriend! I love him! AND for the repeated question askers of this century, I know what you are thinking..............


Eleven months and four days.

Wednesday, October 15, 2008

Its only three more days until HOMECOMING

Again, I tell you...I AM SOOOO EXCITED for homecoming! The powderpuff games are tonight and the bonfire! Can't wait to go to that either! I am so bringing my camera and taking like half a dozen pictures of me with whoever I can find.
People who are going that I want to take a picture with:
2. Haylie
3. Kate
4. Pumpkin
5. Amber
6. Anna
8. Reba
9. Tracy (i think she's coming)
10. Chelsea
11. Jenny
12. Brittany
I will kidnap them and force them to take a picture with me. I will I'll do it. Don't tempt me. haha. Oh my gosh, do you know that there is this thing on youtube that when you go to leave a comment on someone's video you can click this thing called "Audio....somethingorother" and it reads it back to you in this Chinese guy's voice....it's really weird.

Tuesday, October 14, 2008

Its only four more days until HOMECOMING!

OH MY GOD! I can't wait. I finnally picked out which earrings I wanted to wear and which shoes. I know what I am doing with my nails now. I'm getting a french manicure but instead of getting the tips just painted white I'm thinking about getting them painted the color of my dress which you all know is a deep purple. I tried my dress on last night! I lost enough weight to fit into it! YAY! I can't wait. I'll be at the Powderpuff games and the bonfire tomorrow night not that it really matters to anybody on here but yea. I'll be there. This is the first year that I'm actually going to the games and the bonfire, I never went before.

Freshman year- I didn't go because I didn't know about it plus the only dance I went to my freshman year was Sno-ball because I kinda sorta had a date....its a difficult story to understand.

Sophmore Year- I don't know why I didn't go last year, I just didn't. Yet, one of my best freinds went to the powderpuff games and threatened my boyfriend...kind of, she interragated him. She said that if he hurt me (keep in mind, at the time he wasn't my boyfriend yet....he was soon to be but he wasn't yet) that she'd hurt him. And he said that he would never hurt me and that soon he was going to ask me out. The only dances I went to my sophmore year- Homecoming and King of Hearts.


I love it how some people find new things to complain about everyday even though nothing and no one is really bothering them. I really think that people like that just really hate themselves and that's why they feel the need to take it out on everybody else.

Thursday, October 9, 2008

So, I'm sitting here thinking...

How can a day this bad get any worse? Have you ever had a day where you are sitting there thinking....oh my god! I WISH I COULD JUST DISAPPEAR FOR AWHILE! ? because if you have then you have experienced what I am experiencing now. I am sitting here, trying to get all of my projects done, racing against Nick to add updates onto our website so that he doesn't get all the points. Trying to figure out also:
1. What I'm going to do about Friday.
2. How I'm going to make everything work on Saturday without ticking off the entire band and guard but also without dishonoring my previous commitment. I mean, I know this is going to sound horrible. But my friends come before band. I'm sorry, that's the way it is. Chew me out if you want but that's the way the world works with Erin.
3. What I'm going to do Sunday
4. What I'm going to do about monday, I don't know how, but I have to get my mom to let me have anna over so that she can pick out which pair of my high heels she wants to wear to Homecoming
5. What earrings I am going to wear to homecoming. What a stupid thing to worry about right? Well, I am me. And I want to look freaking awesome at homecoming and the earrings have to be the perfect ones. Real gems and no plastic crap.
6. What color boutineer I'm getting Brendon and no I don't care if or if not I spelled that right. Leave me alone
7. I'm already starting my Christmas List of people to buy for. I have more friends this year than I did last year, but then again, I drifted apart from some of my previous friends this year too. I also became better friends with people I was more like an acquantince too before.

Funny things between me and my boyfriend.

Ok, Brendon has this thing that he does constantly, just because he knows it annoys the crap out of me. He always squeezing my nose and saying "Honk". He only does it because he knows I don't like it. Well, to get him back for it. I took my water bottle and wiped all the water off of the bottle on his arm. Well, naturally when I hugged him, he wiped it off on my back.

Monday, October 6, 2008


I have the exact same grade in both English and Trigonometry. A ninety four.

Today is Erin is Happy day

I am just extremely happy today and I don't know why! I just am. Homecoming isn't that far away now, I still have to buy a few things to go with my dress and figure out what color bootineer (no I don't care whether or not that is spelled right) I'm going to get Brendon. I love dances soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much. I love getting dressed up and getting my hair and nails and makeup done and looking in the mirror and thinking....'holy crap...I'm goreous.' I also love the look on my boyfriend's face when he sees me all dolled up. You should've seen him last year...he was speechless, litterally.

I'm doing well in all of my classes right now. Thank the lord, Erin Howie actually has a brain somewhere in there. And believe it or not, TRIGONOMETRY is one of my best classes this year. I have a better grade in it than in English right now. Maybe, Mr.Miller just changed my grade..I'll check.

Well, toodles!!

Saturday, October 4, 2008

Now there are a variety of things you should never do...

For Erin....me,....being left home alone is something that should never be allowed....if you could've seen the outcome...you would know why. Spontaneous singing of "BABY LOVE, MY BABY LOVE" if that's even the title. I put my clothes on my dog...litterally. I took three zillion random photos of myself...and I laughed so hard at completely nothing that I cried....

Now you probably think I'm physcotic.

You're probably right.


So I went baby shopping for Jamie today. Oh my god. Babies cost a fortune. Words to live by: Don't open your legs unless you are ready to pay for the baby. Or atleast don't open your legs unless you have like triple protection: 'dom, pills and....whatever else could possibly protect you. tell him to wrap it twice. hahaha. that's all for now

Thursday, October 2, 2008

You know what really tires me?

Hearing everyone else complain about like every little thing. It's like, why can't you just be happy and live your life to the fullest? You don't always need to miserable. Unless you enjoy being miserable...if you do, you're a a masochist. Don't know what that means? Look it up. That's why they made dictionary.com.

Tuesday, September 30, 2008

So...I finnally showed everyone my dress

Ain't it pretty? I posted like what five blogs last night? I think they all count as one. Well today has been ok. Nothing much to talk about. I go in for my permit test again after school today. Everyone keeps telling me just to relax and read through the questions that I don't really need to study, I just need to not freak out before the test like I did last time. There was the creepy chinese kid behind me trying to see the other questions because he had just failed his test and I guess he wanted to know what other questions there were that he might get next time but he was like breathing down my neck and it really creeped me out.

Band is tonight. I may or may not go. It all depends on my mood...and how much homework I have. Well, I shouldn't have much. I did my french for this week and I finished my trig in class. I can't think of any other homework I'd have to do soooo, yea, I'll probably be at band....avoiding Lindsay like the good little girl I am because that's what they want me to do.

Alot of things actually ticked me off on Saturday, but I'm too smart to start listing them on here. I know what happened last time when I was angry and I vented on here. If I vent again, this link will probably be sent to the people I vented about and then they'll all quit guard or marching band or whatever and then I will get blamed again and I'm thouroughly tired of being blamed for everyone's bad moods. Its like I'm not even allowed to have my own problems because so many other people have their own that they want to involve me in.

Monday, September 29, 2008

Final Close up

And finnally here is a close up of the skirt. There really isn't anything amazing about the skirt part. Its just short. but again, its not as short on as it looks off.

If you understood what I was trying to say there, KUDOS to you because I didn't even understand it.

Close up 2

This is a close up of the middle of my dress. All of the wraplike parts here hide my stomach. I look model thin in it and no one can tell that I'm really Chubby McChub-Chub underneath it.

Close up number 1

This is a close up of the top part of the dress. The first picture was really vague so I enhanced it a little bit. Oh, and please Ignore my ugly as crap curtains in the background.

Here is my Homecoming dress that everyone wanted to see so bad. Yea, Yea, I know what you are going to say. "That's Short" well, I'm short people so the dress isn't all that short on me. It comes up about...mid thigh, I suppose. And yes, Erin Howie is wearing a strapless dress to homecoming, isn't that risky of her? nope. I look great in this dress and plus the wrappings around the middle of the dress hide my stomach. YAY! I LOOK SKINNY IN THIS DRESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Friday, September 26, 2008

I am just...

Doing what you told me to. You told me not to talk to you and that's what I am doing. I am not sure what you expected. You didn't want to deal with me so now I am not sitting with the band. I'm not sure what else you wanted.

Wow, that could've been an awesome poem. maybe I will go home and turn it into one. Mr. Miller is yelling at the class. I have to do that essay this weekend. I did everything else, the thesis statement, the outline, everything.

Band is not going to be fun tonight. That is simply the truth in itself.

I promised Lisa that I would put up a picture of my homecoming dress on this next time I get on. I will do that. My homecoming dress is dark purple. It has no straps. It has little sparkles all over the chest part. Its a wee bit on the short side and you'd think since I tottally hate my legs that I wouldn't like the dress being short but I will say this again, the dress makes me look gorgeous, something probably nobody my boyfriend thinks about me. It makes my legs look long and it doesn't make me feel short.

I'm probably going to sit with Brendon's grandparents tonight. I know that they aren't mad at me. Plus, Shelley will be with them and I love talking to her. I don't know if Austin or Brianna are going to be there. I know Brendon's grandparents, Shelley and Troy will be there. Josh, Becky, Austin and Brianna may or may not be there. I'm not positive. But, yea.

Band will suck tonight.

I will not be welcome.

This is not going to be good.

Thursday, September 25, 2008

I am...

Not taking back the words I said. I just deleted them. I am not apologizing entirely for everything. I meant alot of what I said. I will simply apologize for being immature the way I was. I will not take back the things I said.

If you are talking mean about someone in a post, please write their name. It shows you aren't a coward plus no one who isn't supposed to get hurt gets hurt.

Don't give up on the commitments you made because in the future you can't do that.

I will not talk to you because that is what you wanted.

I am done.

wow, I am way behind on the posts.

I have to have twenty by tomorrow. Yea, ok, I'll publish a ton once I get home. I'm really annoyed right now. Because I haven't gotten a chance to even start on my English yet. I have been so busy with French. I have done alot of the research though. I just haven't gotten a chance to type it all up. I showed Mr. Miller my intext citations already but he doesn't have it written in the gradebook. *sighs*

There was never anything written here

OH! Next post I will tell you about my homecoming dress. Its super pretty! I look gorgeous in it. Which is a rarity, I never look gorgeous.

Wednesday, September 24, 2008

There was never a blog here

There was never a nasty blog here. There was never a mean word said here. Simply forget that you are reading this and go about your life without wondering what was here before hand. There was never a blog here.

I am simply going to state to one person whose name shall not be mentioned because she doesn't want it to be that If she is going to talk about someone in her blog, me, in other words. Please, next time, just use my name. I don't care if people know my name but I do care if other people get hurt.

By using my name, you won't hurt anyone accept me, the person you wanted to hurt in the first place.

That is all I have to say

I had to leave early

I had a doctors appointment. I had to get my physical for school yet plus I had to get one for my permit which I am going in for tomorrow. THANK GOD! I have been waiting to get my permit for soooo long. Sixteen years actually. Haha.

Have you ever had a friend who complained about every little teeny weeny thing and you are standing there nodding and smiling and offering comforting words whilist inside your head you are imagining beating them multiple times with a metal pipe and screaming "YOU GONNA COMPLAIN ABOUT THAT? HUH?" But you just keep nodding and comforting and then afterwards you just walk away feeling murderous. Yea, I have an adopted Freshman who does that to me. Don't worry I haven't hit her with a metal pipe yet....haha just kidding just kidding.

There was never anything typed here, either.

Tuesday, September 23, 2008

My Sweet Sixteen Party

ROCKED! oh my god. Bridget, Eryn, Amber, Pumpkin, Amanda and Kate came and it was REALLY fun. We had pizza and my cake was amazingly huge. Oh my god. It looked like an inferno. I had tied a balloon to my mailbox so that they could find my house better and me and amanda went outside in our pajamas at eleven thirty p.m and got it and tried to avoid the cars headlights. The people who drove by us are probably at home researching teenage rituals involving balloons and scissors and eleven at night. Those people have no lives. We stayed up really late watching John Tucker Must Die and How to Lose A Guy In Ten Days while we were playing Bull crap and Speed (both are card games, not drugs). Kate passed out at like two and the rest of us stayed up until three in the morning throwing the squid at each other and talking about how Bridget plans to kill us all. It was fun as crap. I got four new books and a wickedly awesome necklace from Eryn. I also got seventy bucks.

Today is my ACTUAL BIRTHDAY. I'm going in for my permit after school. My boyfriend, Brendon gave me a present it was bubblebath and perfume and a squigie and mosturizer and it smells REALLY REALLY GOOD. The card was the most adorable thing in the world.

Saturday, September 20, 2008

I'm waiting for five o clock to come

My birthday party is today. We spent all day cleaning like crazy. My mom woke me up at seven a.m. I was not very happy about that. But I can't wait. This is going to be awesome. I can't write or shall I say type alot. I have to go help my mom with everything else. There is alot to be done yet.

Friday, September 19, 2008

Sweet Thing

That's what my Brendon is. We were sitting there on the bus this morning and I had this bracelet that had a tiny little dreamcatcher on it. He started to play with it and then he said. "It's a dreamcatcher, and it works too because it caught my dream." And then he kissed me. And then I kissed him again because it was so sweet it deserved two kisses.

Aren't we adorable? haha

Tonight I go to Elco with Marching Band. YAY RUNNING! I gotta be back at the school at like 4:15. I wanted to stay after so I could kiss my boyfriend more but my stupid mom is making me come home so that I can clean up the house a little before my birthday party tomorrow. Already Jamie and Becky made me a card. I get to see it after this period.

I am alot smarter in Trigonometry than I thought I would be. I got a 90% on the first test of the year and when I got it back, I was like "Are you sure this is my test?"

That's all for now.
And to EVERYONE who asked me this today, I don't know why but there seems to be a new person who asks me the same question everyday. "How long have you and Brendon been together?"
Ten months and a week as of today. <3

Wednesday, September 17, 2008

I'm still sitting here...

I haven't been in the same place for two days, just I'm just sitting here. I really don't have much to post about.
Hinkle said he doesn't see me with my boyfriend much. Well, we have like three classes together and that's it. We have chorus, study hall, and Lunch together. I walk with him all the time though. I love that boy. Just thought you should know, again.
My party is on saturday. After saturday I'm sure I'm going to have a ton to blog about. We sit outside and talk about pretty much anything and everything. Since there are SIX girls coming, I'll get to catch up with everyone. Its going to be a sleepover. We're having pizza and a CHOCOLATE on freaking CHOCOLATE cake. Oh MY GOD! I can't wait!!!!!!!!!! My real birthday is on Tuesday next week. I'll finnally be sixteen! Everyone else is already sixteen in my class.

Nothing much to talk about. That's it for now.

I promise to have a proper post up soon.

So, I'm sitting here...

worrying that I'm going to be sick at my birthday party. I am taking tylenol right now and it seems to be working, which is good. I don't want to be sick on Saturday.
As for yesterday's post, it was kind of just one of those days, you know? One of those crappy days where you just want to crawl into a hole and forget that you ever woke up that morning. Yea, I had one of those days yesterday.
Today, on the other hand is a lot better. I can't wait until saturday, there is a possibility of eight people coming but a definite six people coming. We're having pizza and a CHOCOLATE ON CHOCOLATE cake.

Have you ever gotten angry because you couldn't spell 'chocolate' right? I have. That was random.

I really don't know what to talk about, I'm sorry about this post being crappy. I will have a proper post up next time.

Tuesday, September 16, 2008

I'm a mean person

Did you know that? Have you ever looked in the mirror and hated that person looking back at you? Have you ever thought about your life and hated who you turned out to be? I have. I do. Have you ever wondered why people are even friends with you? I do, all the time. I'm such a mean, abnoxious, nasty person. I don't even know why people like me.

Monday, September 15, 2008

Weekend from H-E double hockey sticks

I was busy all weekend. Friday night was okay, despite the fact that I sat in the rain for four hours, but it was worth it. Northern Lebanon is 3 and 0 right now, undefeated. They won on friday 19 to 14. Those last two minutes were sooooooooo stressful. Shelley was sitting next to me saying "I can't watch, I can't watch." Yet, everytime they started the clock again, she was focused on the field. Friday was alright, I bought my homecoming dress on friday. Its really really pretty.
Saturday....Saturday was what made my weekend suck. Saturday was the first cavalcade for band. I was at the school from nine in the morning until four in the afternoon. I fell asleep on top of that ladder thing that Mr.Innes stands on and got majorly sunburnt. At 4:45 we left the school and went on an hour ride towards Hempfield. Once we got there we had a teeny tiny amount of time to practice and then we had to go on the field. I didn't trip over any flags this time. That is a good thing. I carried 24 flags off the field and Kendra carried 14. That is freaking ridiculous. Some people were walking off the field with only one flag. Kendra yelled at them. Good, they needed that. Right as we got back to the buses, I threw up all over the handicap stall in the women's bathroom, that wasn't fun. We got fifth out of six bands but the color guard got third out of six bands which was pretty good. The drumline only got 13.5. Its because of staging. When the drumline has a solo they are supposed to be staged. Our drumline was in the middle of the field, not at the front of the field. So yea, we need to fix that.
I'm done now, because I'm tired of Nick bugging me about typing too much

Thursday, September 11, 2008

today is Nine Eleven

Alisha made these bands with 9/11 written on them and it has stars and stripes on it and underneath that it says "We will never forget". She gave me one. Well, you are probably wondering how could anyone forget that day...my friend Kate did. Yea, and her dad is in the army. Just thought that was interesting.

I have guard practice tonight...oh boy. I heard there was alot of drama going on in guard. I can give you the gist of it. Apparently, (even though I was never informed of this but I'm just the runner, my job is to shut up and do what they tell me to at practice...) Emily and David (both are guard members) were going out since band camp. And then David broke up with Emily to be with Lauren (she's not on color guard this year but she was last year and no one liked her in colorguard last year.) and Heidi (Who IS on colorguard) who is Emily's best friend got really angry and yelled at David. David broke up with Lauren now.

Emily is ok. I talked to her today in the hallway. She's alright. I don't know about Heidi and David. I really don't care about David, I'm worried about Heidi though. And not to sound mean but I greatly dislike Lauren so I don't care that David dumped her and I don't care how she feels about that. (in fact I know how she feels about it. She sits next to me in chorus and never shuts up, so she tells me everything, even if i don't want to know.)

So yea, I really don't know what practice is going to be like tonight. I guess I'll just find out huh? Emily is alright, I actually have alot of friends on guard. There's Emily, Reba, Kate, Rachel, Lisa, Heidi, Haylie and Brittany. They are my friends.

Have you ever had one of those moments when you thought someone was talking to you and you answered their question anyway and then the person they actually asked the question to answers and you're like "oh my god, I'm such an idiot."? I have had a few of those moments myself. Well class is almost over so I have to cut this off. I'll post a new one when I get home today.

Wednesday, September 10, 2008

Another day another blog

To update you all on my life, I did okay in French. The teacher gave me total credit even though I finished it a day late. Oceanography on the other hand...I'm really thinking about dropping that class. I really want to go on the Delaware trip but I hate the class. If you hate the class, you should drop it right? It's too hard. I don't understand half the things we talk about and I really really just dislike the class and the teacher. So I don't know. Oh my god I almost put that in texting talk. I almost said 'idk' yea, that would have been beneficial to my English grade right? The only class I am having problems in right now is Oceanography. I aced all the tests in my other classes and I just really really hate this class. I walk into this class everyday and I think "I wish I could drop this class", seriously. I hate Mr.Frain, ok that was harsh. I don't really hate him. I just dislike him greatly. It's probably because he moved me in study hall all because I talked to my boyfriend. In all the other study halls you are allowed to talk as long as its quiet and you are allowed to move but no in our study hall you sit there, you shut up and you have to do something with yourself. Its FIRST PERIOD, if i did all my homework the night before like a good student then WHAT do I have to do?

Yea, I'm done complaining now.

Tuesday, September 9, 2008


So I haven't posted a blog in awhile, which is a bad thing because this whole blog thing is for English and we are supposed to do five a week and I'm only posting one now. We have to have five by friday. I guess I can achieve that. I did a ton of crap on French today. I'm considering dropping Oceanography because it's really hard and I don't think I can do it and plus its not beneficial for my college applications because I want to be a teacher, not anything that has to do with the ocean. So yea. Anyway, my friends are fighting. That's nothing out of the ordinary. Its mostly Tracy. She's been a little ehhh lately. I use the word ehh because, hello, this is for my english class, I can't exactly swear and/or use words that aren't valid in the English language. So I might as well be mature about this (I am only mature because I have no other choice). We have to do Accelerated Reader again, oh yay! I hated that last year. Oh my god, I can't believe that the computers at our school remember all the books we ever took tests on. So now I have to actually read new books instead of doing them on the same books I used to do every year.

Wow, that was all one paragraph. I don't think it was actually supposed to be one paragraph. I probably should've seperated some of that, but hey, I'm tired and irritable and I don't really want to talk about much right now. There's alot I want to say in this blog but I don't know if Mr.Miller actually reads these things or not so I might as well not, just in case he does. If he doesn't then, oh well. If I treated this like an actual journal there would probably be alot more profanity and alot more description about the fight between Tracy and David and Amanda. But yea, (again with the yea thing, I annoy the crap out of myself seriously.) you just live and let go, I guess.

I'm probably the only person in the entire world who annoys herself more than she annoys anyone else. hahahahaahahahhahahahaahhahaha that's kind of funny actually.

OK, I'm concluding this blog.

Thursday, September 4, 2008

Speak Out

Ok, so I have this bracelet on my arm, its basically a blue rubber bracelet with a silver metal thing on it that has "Speak Out" engraved in black on it. People keep asking me what its about. Well September is supposed to be National Speak Out Against Domestic Violence month. Did you know that one in every three women will be abused by their significant other? So that's why I am wearing this bracelet. No woman should ever be abused. This all reminds of that song by Red jumpsuit Apparatus. You know the one, "Face Down"? I have that Cd. I love that song. No woman should be abused...ever and if you are being abused, call the police or somehow get out of that relationship I M M E D I A T E L Y

Wednesday, September 3, 2008

So...I never actually explained what a G.N.O is...

A g.n.o is code for Girls Night Out. Me and a huge group of my friends made these about this time last year. We started them because my friend's dad died and we wanted to get her mind off of it. So I got a bunch of her closest friends together and we went and saw Juno. It really did help her get her mind off of it and just have fun with her friends. She slept over at my house that night and we did karaoke and guitar hero and all that stuff. She said it was the best night ever.

Now me and that exact same friend, I'm not naming names. But now her and I don't even talk anymore. Why? Well she called me and one of my many other best friends ugly. And she keeps saying that I'm going to turn out just like her pregnant teenage cousin. Yea, ok, Just because I have boyfriend, doesn't mean I'm sleeping with him alright? And she always was telling me how stupid I was. Her exact words cannot be written on here because that's profanity. Yea.

I just noticed that I say yea alot. It bugs the crap out of me. So, I bug the crap out of me...yea...

Ok, well anyway, what else can I tell you about myself? Well, my birthday is soon. Really soon. I'm almost sixteen. My sweet sixteen sleepover is on the twentieth. My mom let me invite ten people. Isn't that awesome? I hope we can all fit in my living room floor. The most people I ever had sleepover at one time was four people. That was on my fifteenth birthday. I invited Hortencia, Pumpkin, Kate and that foreign exchange student Sari. They all came. Sari and Amber slept on the two couches and Kate, me and Hortencia slept on the floor.

TEN people though, wow, we still have to figure out what cake I want. I can't believe my birthday is so close. I don't even know what I want yet.

My parents are going to take me out to dinner for my actual birthday. My boyfriend is going to come with us. Oh my god, I just realized, on this birthday I'm going to have a boyfriend. I don't know if I told you this already but November 12 it'll be a year for us. That's really exciting. I can't believe that this year I will be going to homecoming with my BOYFRIEND. Not just a date that I have a crush on. No, I'm going to homecoming with my Boyfriend. Oh my gosh!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ok, that's enough of that.

Oh, I have been reunited with a childhood friend way back from like second grade when I lived in North Carolina. Her name was Brittini Carter. She was my best friend who lived right down the street from me and after I moved to Mexico and I was sure that I was never going to talk to her again. But she found me on facebook and gave me her cell number and we are talking like I never left North Carolina at all. If any of you all out there used to live in Pelham, North Carolina, I was that little redheaded girl who lived on that house right across from Sarah Catherine's. I'm sure no one but my family has ever moved from that place. Sarah Catherine's family has lived there for like generations. Well anyway, Brittini is in college now, she's got a boyfriend. We talked about anything and everything last night.

Well Wiley and Nick say I need to calm down and stop typing so much so I will just close off this post for now. See you tomorrow.

Tuesday, September 2, 2008

The title...

Today I guess I will finnally explain what "widgit ca" means. Its probably not as long as a story as I make it sound but anyway. Back in ninth grade, I was a stupid, immature freshman. My aunt bought me this high tech video camera for my birthday. I have this friend named Tracy who is almost as insane as I am. Together we are two halves of a whole lunatic. Anyway, I was really bored one day and I made this really stupid movie about her and I trapped on an island. And I don't know what I was actually trying to say but I said "WIDGIT CA!" really loud, and we only discovered this when her and I were watching the movie later. Ever since then Widgit ca has been used as a swear word, something to say to confuse the crap out of people (Like on here) and many other ways. I write alot of stories. Some of them are fanfics. If you don't know what a fanfic is, its a story written by a fan based off of another story. I hope that helped that's the only way I know how to describe. If you ever wanted to read any of my mine go to www.fanfiction.net. I have two stories up currently. "Perpetual Love" has become fairly popular on there even though I haven't updated it in a month. It has six chapters so far. The other story is called "As Fate Would Have It". My author name is Little Chiyo.
They are fanfics though. I do write my own stories all the time. My best one....would have to be "Blood Choice". Its a story about werewolves. They actually can bounce between human and wolf form. Its mostly about a Werewolf named Raine. She gets lost from her pack when she is a puppy and adopted by a vampire named Trinity. Later on, Raine finds her pack again and is immediately entered in a love triangle. The alpha, Pierce wants her for his own. Raine, on the other hand is in love with another wolf by the name of Fang. Its a really good story involving romance and some horror. Major drama. There are parts that made me cry even though I was the one writing it, the part that has made everyone cry that's read it is the part where Raine, impregnated by a rape by Pierce, gives birth and all of her puppies are stillborn.

Yea. I'll write about another story I wrote next time I am on. My wrist hurts really bad and I don't want to type anymore.

Thursday, August 28, 2008

August 28

Ok, what happened interesting today? Nothing really. I got my new schedule. I have a different lunch, chemistry and Spanish II. Yippie. I'm finally through with changing my schedule. My Chemistry got switched three times. The first two times I was switched into a different period with the same teacher and that teacher, Mr.Pavlis, assigned a project due today. I worked on it all last night, it took me forever. Well, today I discovered that it was all in vain because my new chemistry class is with a different teacher. So i basically spent all night on nothing. Here is such a toil.

Well, I also had gym today. We played basketball while he took 0ur weight and BMI. Well, I didn't look at my BMI but I know that I am 5'2 and a half and I weigh 133. That's really good. Because last year, I was shorter and alot fatter like 20 pounds fatter. Woohoo! I lost weight. Don't know how though, I really didn't do much this summer, except G.N.Os and going to football scrimmages to see my boyfriend and going out on dates with my boyfriend. The last day before school started me and him went to Hersheypark. That was the best day ever.

I'll tell you more about g.n.os next time I'm on. I don't have alot of time.

I have marching band practice tonight. I'm a runner which is a fancy word for the girl dressed in black that runs all over the field and picks up the guards flags.

I'm hoping it'll help me lose weight. That'd be awesome.

Wednesday, August 27, 2008

August 27

Today, I got practically everything switched in my schedule. The only classes that didn't get switched were band, chorus, study hall, fitness and weight training and English. About my fitness and weight class, I told Kate, who is one of my best friends that my goal in that class was to become stronger than my boyfriend. Which is impossible because Brendon is a football player. He's a starter, first string baby. Yea, he's center. His number is seventy nine. His brother was number seventy nine as well, along with his dad. Its a thing they pass down, I guess.

Speaking of Brendon, on November twelfth, it'll be a year that we've been together. I love him. Oh my god, I should tell you the story of us getting together. Last year, I wanted a date to homecoming and I had a big crush on him. So with much prodding from two of my friends; Lindsay and David, I asked Brendon in Study Hall if he'd go to the dance with me, expecting a no...I got a yes. Brendon was really quiet after that, we didn't talk much and I really wanted him to like me the way I liked him. So I would stand next to him and forget to take notes all the time so that I could borrow his and have a reason to talk to him. He only really opened up though on the day that he didn't have a partner in Biology and I asked him if he wanted to be in ours (mine and Eryn Boltz's) and when he joined our group I told him it was because he was hot. So yea, after that...it was easy. We fell in love and we're still together. I mean you may think I am too young to know what love is, but I know what love is, it's the feeling I have for Brendon.

Tuesday, August 26, 2008

August 26

My first blog, hmm, what should I write about?
I am a very short red head. I'm in eleventh grade. I am the oldest of three kids. I have a little sister named Rebecca, she's only two years younger than me and usually annoys me. I have a little brother named Cameron, there are six years between him and I. When I graduate college, he'll only just be going into high school. That's pretty neat, I guess.

I don't like my Junior schedule. I don't like school really either. I'm good at English and that's pretty much it. I'm afraid of numbers or atleast that's what I tell my trigonometry teacher. Can you believe I am taking Trigonometry? The teacher asked us to write down our percentage for last year in algebra 2, I had to write down that I only passed with a 65 %. Yea, that wasn't embarrassing or anything. Sarcasm, people, learn it live it love it.

Yes, I have a boyfriend. His name is Brendon. He is my world. I am his, he is mine and that is all that matters.